i’m basically a clingy needy piece of shit that just wants to cuddle and to sleep and to watch stupid movies and to make out with you. oh and i also want you to play with my hair until i fall asleep
Jerjan Nikko Alim | I am a singer, songwriter, tattoo model, pole dancer, and aerial silks dancer. I'm in the weed business, music business, and as I said, modeling business. I'm only 5'2 but since. I'm a college student. Formally attended Musician's Institute, now UCLA, majoring in Music Business. Because, no matter how cool you are, knowledge is never out. I collect watches, bongs, books, and all sorts of pocket knives. I have an obsession for Angelina Jolie & pit bulls. I have 2 UKC certified purebreed pitbulls. My next goals is to rub elbows with Ms. Jolie. I was a California 51/50 when I was a minor, crazy past, but it makes me a survivor.History is my favorite subject. I also happen to know a lot of facts about serial killers. Anything gruesome, morbid, and dark catches my interest. I'm mixed: Filipina, Persian, Chinese, and Spanish. I am uncommonly inquisitive ; relentlessly ruthless ; irrationally emotional ; impulsively spontaneous ; annoyingly meticulous ; adventurous with a large dose of rebellious. Also, I have a crazy judge of character. Good company with stimulating conversations are always a must for me. Let's be friends?
I feel unspeakably lonely. And I feel - drained. It is a blank state of mind and soul I cannot describe to you as I think it would not make any difference. Also it is a very private feeling I have - that of melting into a perpetual nervous breakdown. I am often questioning myself what I further want to do, who I further wish to be; which parts of me, exactly, are still functioning properly. No answers, darling. At all.
I’m very perfectionistic and very lazy, which is a terrible combination.